Four Months Old

Eli is almost four months old. I've been back to work for two months now. It has been very difficult. My heart is not in my work like it used to be, it is at home.
G&G are on a trip to WA D.C. They missed Eli and so we told them that we would send Eli up there in the box, see below. They asked me to turn on the disposal while he was awake so he wouldn't hear it and wake up. I went upstairs to do so with Eli in my arms. It scared him and he started to cry.